SUMMER BUCKET LIST

1. Finger paint
2. Be a 'Yes' girl for a day
3. Have a boys vs. girls water balloon fight
4. Learn something on the guitar
5. Write a letter & send it, snail-mail style
6. Pool hopping
7. See somebody famous
8. Spend an afternoon watching the clouds
9. Spend a night watching the stars
10. Try all 31 Baskin Robin Flavors
11. Sing a song with a lot of people
12. Road trip to the beach/lake
13. Climb a tree
14. Watch a sunset
15. Watch a sunrise
16. Fly a kite
17. Make a fort
18. Bonfire Party
19. Laser tag!
20. Go horseback riding
21. Make a FREE HUGS sign
22. Do a photo shoot
23. Go camping
24. Send a message in a bottle
25. Watch the Perseus Meteor Shower (August 12 @ 10:30, NE Sky)
26. Learn something in Italian
27. Ride on a train
28. Blow soap bubbles
29. Mall scavenger hunt!
30. Carve a heart + my name + someone else's name into a tree
31. Take a photo every day of summer
32. Make a piece of origami
33. Yoga!
34. Read 50 books
35. Dance in the rain
36. Play Flashlight tag
37. Let go of past grudges
38. Go to Pole Position
39. Go rock climbing
40. Splash my feet in a fountain
41. Dye my hair
42. Cook an entire meal
43. Go out with a really special guy :)
44. Go surfing
45. Eat breakfast outside
46. Get a henna tattoo
47. Cliff diving
48. Harry Potter Party
49. Write a short story
50. Get my license
51. See a fortune teller
52. Write in a blog
53. Make a t shirt
54. See a movie at midnight
55. Do a cover song and put it on youtube
56. Go to a concert
57. Ask a random boy for his number
58. Call random boy
59. Watch Disney movies all day with friends
60. Practice for swim team
61. Read a novel by Nicholas Sparks
62. Order something in another language
63. Be in the back of a random person's photo
64. Send balloon messages to people
65. Random act of kindness
66. Be nicer to people
67. Do community service
68. Plan out a road trip
69. Order something off of Jamba Juice's Secret Menu
70. Have a girls day
71. Make a summer tote bag
72. Create a photo journal
73. Make a friendship bracelet
74. Make a collage
75. Leave a note on somebody's car window
76. Get a tan
77. Pool party
78. Ride a roller coaster
79. Go atving
80. Go on a double date
81. Make someone blush
82. Pull an all-nighter
83. Meet cute european boys
84. Hide and go seek at night
85. Walk behind & copy a stranger until they notice me
86. Make a cake
87. BODY paint
88. Get closer to someone
89. Rebuild a relationship with someone I used to know
90. Do something that scares me
91. Give advice
92. Make a phone solicitor hang up on me
93. Learn how to change oil in a car
94. Watch a black-and-white classic movie
95. Learn more about something
96. Skinny dipping?
97. Laugh so hard I cry
98. Find the song for Summer 2010
99. Ice blocking
100. Make smoothies
101. Drive in movie

If you let them go and they don't come back, they were never the one. I was thinking he would come back, he was "the one". He was supposed to fight for me and be my best friend. But he lied to me, so I lied back. I told him I trust him. And I absolutely dont. He had a thing with a "friend" of mine within weeks. And lied to me about it. How is that trustworthy. I dont trust either of them. Or the friends I think I have, because they would choose anyone else over me. I've been imagining and wishing for my dream boy for quite some time now. Why wont he get here already? I need a best friend, someone I can be completely comfortable with...I know its really pathetic but I take comfort in the fact that she wont be as good as I was. The first kiss can tell him that, and he should know already that he wont have what we had. Shes just his rebound and shes getting my sloppy seconds and they will not make each other happy for very long. God, I'd love to get out of here, I'm just scared I wont know what to do when I'm gone. And I'm scared the same people will be everywhere. If thats the case, jesus I dont know what Ill do. If only I can find someone who will make me feel like Mike did on those occassions he felt like making me happy, but all the time, and for no other reason than because he loves me. Are there even guys out there like that? I dont know, but I sure hope so. For now, maybe I'll flirt around...Get a cute guys number from London or something. I do love those accents. :)